Responsible of yours.

A REAL BOYFRIEND

Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.
I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.
Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she
thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

This is what so called LOVE.♥

Inconsolable.

Going to be CNY already
but the feeling is not there
i don't know why
it will come soon right?


you are really unreasonable
i don't know what to say 
you are not that old to be so unreasonable la
can die explaining to you
or die trying to argue with you
if you have any problems that nobody can help you
is because you really did over it
so just wake up from your 'DREAMS'
which is telling you that you are the best


so sorry that i failed you
you are really not the one


the book that i wanted is here!
OMG i want la wei

Happy Chinese New Year!♥

that's just my life.

Maybe its really to hard for you to accept
but never mind
i will keep you in my greatest value
i don't know what's going on
maybe a new year is the actual reason
i don't wanna judge the wrong person
please make me happy.


you really won't know how you can affect me
but i'm sure i won't cry for this matter
because i'm a strong girl


nothing that i will know about you anymore
what i know is your name and your face
is this what you wanted me to do?
just tell me and i'll do it for sure


this life is damn hard to survive
sometimes i just wished there really is an end of the world
please don't let it be
because i still wanna enjoy my life


*i wished you would smile to me once again. that's all

i wanna be unconcious now.♥

Just do it.

suddenly feel like writing one
sometimes letting someone go is so hard
that is why we are holding on for so long
make sure that they won't go away from us
and this is why i hold on to you


distance is a obstacle
time is darn challenging
and I am here to go through everything


holidays going to be over soon
Sigh! damn sad can.
i want more holidays!
i really did enjoy this holiday with no doubt
but it doesn't last long
and on the way to 2012
Niceee


long time didn't see my buddy Ahtu!
keep on with your diet program laa
today people eating dinner she eating lunch! Haiyo!
always skip her meals be healthy please.


who says you can't miss someone you don't LOVE?
i just did it!
i missed someone.[ no question allowed. Sorray. ]
the truth is I am not that strong like how you see me physically
I am just same like the other girls out there.


funny stories about me! 
went to public toilet in XXX..
it says the ladies is on the left and the gentleman is on the right
so i went to pay 20 sen to the 'toilet guard'...
and obviously i sure go in the left side door.
but then the 'guard' says: BOY!!BOY!! *shouted at me 
then point to the guys toilet and says "situ BOY!!"
OMG!!! how could i possibly walk in to the wrong toilet??!!
damn it! after that i told the 'guard'...
"saya sini la..." 


= The End =

Seriously, it's hard to let go of you.♥

mood just swing the other way :C

[if you don't like me...like i care]

holidays is in my mind
1 day left yoohhooo!!
i'm coming home
tell the world im coming home!


you only thought of yourself
thought of your own feelings
and where the hell did mine goes?


now you know the feeling of ignoring isn't it
just for your information
i really won't leave even a bit of mercy for you
even if you beg for it
i won't be good to you anymore
since the day i really hated you
you offended me
since then you will be FRIEND  in my world


i really thought you were the one
it's over before it begun
it's so hard for me to walk away
but i know i can say


so it's over
yeah we're through
im gonna unfriend you
you're the best i ever knew
so imma unfriend you

WATCH OUT!

how to love.

it had been so long since i update my blog
actually im already having holiday
just that i still having my training
i will be going back next week!
OMG can't wait to meet my family


i really missed my family
especially my cute little mummy
hahaha


when i go back
i hope i can hangout with my fellow friends again
long time no see right
somehow i also miss something in KL
don't know why


Insyirah Kamizon
this is for you
because you are the one who ask for it
miss you too
good luck in your SPM okay
left 4 days
it's like only single digit
just hang on awhile more
you can do it yeah!


*anyone wants me to write a blog for you
i can do it but make sure there is something that i can talk about
HAHA

I miss Johor Bahru.♥

unexpected things.

Everything is so unexpected
until i found out
you could do anything behind me
without me noticing
but you can't do anything without the God noticing you


i won't try to pay back
i will let God decide for whether what you deserved


sometimes it hurts but sometimes it make me grow stronger


Just finished USM open in Penang
the weather was damn SEXAY~~
seriously im darker already
sunburn all over my body
even i move my muscle on my face
it really hurts.


after this FINAL exam coming
fighting!
although is just a 4 days exam
it seems to be so long for me
just go with it

i wish nothing but the best for you.