Saturday, December 17, 2011

Just do it.









suddenly feel like writing one
sometimes letting someone go is so hard
that is why we are holding on for so long
make sure that they won't go away from us
and this is why i hold on to you


distance is a obstacle
time is darn challenging
and I am here to go through everything


holidays going to be over soon
Sigh! damn sad can.
i want more holidays!
i really did enjoy this holiday with no doubt
but it doesn't last long
and on the way to 2012
Niceee


long time didn't see my buddy Ahtu!
keep on with your diet program laa
today people eating dinner she eating lunch! Haiyo!
always skip her meals be healthy please.


who says you can't miss someone you don't LOVE?
i just did it!
i missed someone.[ no question allowed. Sorray. ]
the truth is I am not that strong like how you see me physically
I am just same like the other girls out there.


funny stories about me! 
went to public toilet in XXX..
it says the ladies is on the left and the gentleman is on the right
so i went to pay 20 sen to the 'toilet guard'...
and obviously i sure go in the left side door.
but then the 'guard' says: BOY!!BOY!! *shouted at me 
then point to the guys toilet and says "situ BOY!!"
OMG!!! how could i possibly walk in to the wrong toilet??!!
damn it! after that i told the 'guard'...
"saya sini la..." 


= The End =


Seriously, it's hard to let go of you.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

mood just swing the other way :C

[if you don't like me...like i care]








holidays is in my mind
1 day left yoohhooo!!
i'm coming home
tell the world im coming home!


you only thought of yourself
thought of your own feelings
and where the hell did mine goes?


now you know the feeling of ignoring isn't it
just for your information
i really won't leave even a bit of mercy for you
even if you beg for it
i won't be good to you anymore
since the day i really hated you
you offended me
since then you will be FRIEND  in my world


i really thought you were the one
it's over before it begun
it's so hard for me to walk away
but i know i can say


so it's over
yeah we're through
im gonna unfriend you
you're the best i ever knew
so imma unfriend you


WATCH OUT!



Wednesday, November 9, 2011

how to love.







it had been so long since i update my blog
actually im already having holiday
just that i still having my training
i will be going back next week!
OMG can't wait to meet my family


i really missed my family
especially my cute little mummy
hahaha


when i go back
i hope i can hangout with my fellow friends again
long time no see right
somehow i also miss something in KL
don't know why


Insyirah Kamizon
this is for you
because you are the one who ask for it
miss you too
good luck in your SPM okay
left 4 days
it's like only single digit
just hang on awhile more
you can do it yeah!


*anyone wants me to write a blog for you
i can do it but make sure there is something that i can talk about
HAHA


I miss Johor Bahru.

Monday, October 24, 2011

unexpected things.







Everything is so unexpected
until i found out
you could do anything behind me
without me noticing
but you can't do anything without the God noticing you


i won't try to pay back
i will let God decide for whether what you deserved


sometimes it hurts but sometimes it make me grow stronger


Just finished USM open in Penang
the weather was damn SEXAY~~
seriously im darker already
sunburn all over my body
even i move my muscle on my face
it really hurts.


after this FINAL exam coming
fighting!
although is just a 4 days exam
it seems to be so long for me
just go with it


i wish nothing but the best for you.

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Funny!

A first-grade teacher,
Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. 
The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?"

Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade.
 

My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!"

Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office.

While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed.

Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test.

Principal: "What is 3 x 3?"
Harry: "9."
Principal: "What is 6 x 6?

"Harry: "36."

And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know.
The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think Harry can go to the 3rd grade"
Ms. Brooks says to the principal, "Let me ask him some questions."
The principal and Harry both agreed.

Ms. Brooks asks, "What does a cow have four of that I have only two of?"
Harry, after a moment: "Legs."
Ms. Brooks: "What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?"
The principal wondered why would she ask such a question!
Harry replied: "Pockets."
Ms. Brooks: "What does a dog do that a man steps into?"
Harry: "Pants."
Ms. Brooks: What starts with a C, ends with a T, is hairy, oval, delicious and contains thin, whitish liquid?"
Harry: "Coconut."
The principal sat forward with his mouth hanging open.
Ms. Brooks: "What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft and sticky?"
The principal's eyes opened really wide and before he could stop the answer, Harry replied, "Bubble gum."
Ms. Brooks: "What does a man do standing up, a woman does sitting down and a dog does on three legs?"
Harry: "Shake hands."
The principal was trembling.
Ms. Brooks: "What word starts with an 'F' and ends in 'K' that means a lot of heat and excitement?"
Harry: "Firetruck."
The principal breathed a sigh of relief and told the teacher, "Put Harry in the fifth-grade, I got the last seven questions wrong. :P
Rofl :D

我就是这样.







水瓶最擅长的是难为自己。
不想对方难过,好让自己难过
总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力,
把自己想得太坚强,而把别人想得太脆弱。
对方提的任何过分的要求,
水瓶座统统照单全收、精心尽力,绝对不会有半个不字。
他们不知道
到最后受伤的其实是自己,只是不知道如何去表现。




我时常会想。
我能不能不要那么唠叨,
让自己跟他人都轻松一点?
我能不能不要那么敏感,

神经大条一点不好么?
我能不能不要患得患失,

在一起一天就爱一天,
索性不去考虑遥未来?我能不能不要想太多,
不把你当成世界的中心。
活得洒脱一些多好呢?
可我做不到。



因为我是水瓶座。

Thursday, September 29, 2011

我的日子.







我是否还像以前那样
我自己也不知道
你能告诉我
我到底该怎样
我到底还要再忍下去吗


也许
命运告诉我
我必须等待


练习多几天
有要去比赛了
回去学校也是练习
哇 感觉就是不一样


我想再和你出去
很开心
不用管任何人的眼光
只在我和你的世界
请证明给我看
你是真心的


最近很喜欢去试衣
很喜欢 FOS 的衣
超适合我的
又便宜哦
真的有够省咯


put it down like New York city.

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

28th Sept 2011.









生日快了
中国猪
今年二十了
可是还长得像小孩子酱
照顾好自己懂吗
去那里
整天吃的都是油腻腻的食物
记得吃点健康的吧


今年的生日
在外国过有没有爽到 哈
可是在外国一个人过那就不爽
对不对



要为你的前途奋斗啦
在某个地方某个世界
总会有个人想念着你
所以你也必须回报这些人啊


再一次
生日快乐!

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

1 month more.





回到家了
感觉真不一样
这次没法一起庆祝
不用紧
不要想太多啊


如果我说了
你会觉得意外吗
我希望你能接受
可是
我不打算现在说
我会慢慢和你讲的


回来要练习
回去学校也练习
哇!
有点爽咯
加油加油了哦


never say bye bye.

Sunday, September 25, 2011

you crossed my mind.







穿着女人的衣
我还是像男生
是该改变形象了?




只睡了五个小时
就一大早做事
好困哦
在困也睡不着
做么会酱
是不是太想念你
好久没见到你了


你必须给我时间
因为现在的你我很难接受
我要的是体谅
不是强逼的感觉
你的一举一动我会记得
我不想要和你做陌生人
也不想和你吵架


希望我能做我想要的事
请你不要阻止我

Friday, September 2, 2011

Just a look please.












这不是我想的

是人也会酱想
你太明显还是我收得太稳
我想要发脾气
可是还是算了


你在我脑海里没有一丝的好回忆
我为什么又对你好
你到底是谁


你能看看我吗


我会等
我真的会等
这不是承诺
是心里话
因为你是我的蓝月亮
我也想把你当成我的蓝月亮
不可以 是事实


其实对你我很假
就只有你这是报复


发现到不见时
我伤心真的
又是一个问号




i said it cause i can.

Thursday, September 1, 2011

take care.













原来一起出去是那么好玩的
一起八一起聊一起疯


有时候
有些东西我没资格
不应该想的
自己想得太完美
根本都不完美
我不喜欢你牵连在内
其实我不应该存在


很快的
明天是我最后一天在家
好不想回去
好想一直放假
放到够为止
人都是不知足不能怪
你有了好的东西就会要更好的


我想要的我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的


到底心里想什么
不要对我那么好
我不接受


Addicted to the love you gave me.

Monday, August 29, 2011

my past times.











今天出去真的好不一样
超级多话聊
就算很久没见面
我们依然一样
我喜欢酱子


下次再出去!
哈哈
很像几百年没有出去了


老师你真的很强
如果是我我不会那样
真是佩服你
也想往你的理想前进
也想出人头地
突然觉得有很长的路要走


我要努力了
虽然知道很累
可是就是要坚持
意志力加油!


有时候我很想你
可是我不能说


Do i deserve beautiful?

Sunday, August 28, 2011

trust the impossibilities.









i am not those who really trust
on everything that people said
some more if you are just a 'friend' that i just knew


you did think of the way
that didn't even cross other people's mind
it's not weird
it's just abnormal


i don't expect anything from you
because i don't know should i think about it or not


Frankly,
you are good 
nothing that i can refuse


i will slowly trust the impossibilities that you gave me


miracle really happens.♥ 

Friday, August 26, 2011

happy birthday!





to special you!
happy birthday yeah!
you are really very special.
later we celebrate together yea.



miss you.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

拜拜.







明天早上
又要屁股痛了咯
自己在想
如果我离开了
不知谁会想念我
可能没有那么值得吧


不用紧
我的朋友们都在忙
祝你们一路顺风
考试和读书的都加油


把加油都给了别人
谁替我加油呢?
我也不懂
电话没响代表什么
没人牵挂?
没有朋友?
一直安慰自己
就算没有了朋友
还能交心朋友
所以告诉自己没事


有时候
想念是不能表示的
只能行动


你在这世界很幸福
只是你没睁大你的眼睛看
这幸福的世界
你身边的挫折
都是一些小事
只要看开点就会没事


再见咯 =]


Love for who I am, but not who I was.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

falling to pieces.





觉得很寂寞
不懂要做什么
看电视都会看到很显


这个拜五
又要走了
练习去咯
好想重打那场比赛
还是不服输
还是想要打败他们
我们是可以的
他们就是人心险恶
做的事情都很不干净
为什么就是不能公平竞争勒 
从来不知道自己能付出那么多
其他人不知道


我说请你不要在背后讲别人的坏话
迟早你也会是
相信我如果你再讲下去
你会是下一个


我很喜欢拍照!
拍外景
随便拍都爽
也喜欢 EDIT 照片


what am i gonna do
when the best part of me was always you

Sunday, June 12, 2011

jar of hearts.








今天
我很想你

i don't miss you.




collecting my jar of your hearts by not tearing love apart.

Home.







终于回到家了
昨天很累
根本都没有想要更新的意思
真觉得这一次的比赛
真的打得很过瘾
一直在追分数
早餐吃一片饼干
都可以达到我要的要求
不懂那些力气哪里来
意志力很强吧


队友们
我们都很尽力了
很想念你们
好想再一起玩在一块
每天晚上都熬夜讲话
生活不错自由


还好我拜一不用读书
不然我肯定睡过头的
太累了


哪里有人比赛在九点
六点就起来了
是有累到的咯
住的地方和比赛的地方超远
吃的东西又不是很好吃哦
就算今年拿到第四
可是觉得自己打到很有满足感
不想别人用贱招
我们从来不玩臭
你们下次一定不会有好下场的


好久没拍照了
我怕会想念
越想念会越觉得自己很寂寞


快归来
因我不能耐


今天看了Kungfu Panda
很搞笑
果然没看错戏
下一部戏会是哪部呢
哈哈 在plan了


晚安澳洲!

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

do luck stand by me?







今天休息一整天
明天就开始拼啦
我要我们快快见面
比完赛又要去读书了
好累也好精彩
祝我一路顺风


恭喜你找到属于你的人
那是应该的
别再那么笨下去了哦
你的东西 我会知道


现在很少出去
超级无敌懒
不知道为什么最近都这样


有些人就是那么的现实
有些人就是那么骄傲
有些人就是很善良
有些人就是很贱


既然入此
我也不能说什么


你好!我的心朋友
对就是你
不用怀疑
我也想念我的老朋友
你们过得还好吗


smiling can makes you look more younger.

Thursday, May 26, 2011

比赛比赛比赛!





有累到
睡眠一直都不够
根本没时间做想做的事
很想睡可是又不可以


告诉自己不用紧
人就是那么的现实
我们不能改变的事情 
只能看着办


结果
我也打不了全国赛
进那间学校也是自作自受
现在我已经不是中六的学生了


现在比赛一直来
练习当然不会停咯
我要加油!


if you ever found yourself stuck in the middle of the night
i'll be the light.

Monday, May 16, 2011

振作起来.





我很担心
我很害怕
心在颤抖
你不会知道我心里有多难受
因为我再也不会表现出来
我很坚强我知道我可以


我希望我祈祷的都会实现
全部我不在乎
我还没允许你离开
你也不准离开
我会一直在你身边支持你
你疼过我
我也会疼你的
用我的精神来支持你
来陪你渡过难关
你不会孤单寂寞
因为我会出现


我希望你不要往坏的方面想
那就是你失败的第一步
我会把你的坏想法变成好的


请你振作
因为我振作起来了


we stuck where we are just for awhile. 

Saturday, May 14, 2011

世界在改变.







我现在的学校真的是弄到
我不能耐咯
有机过分就几过分咯
刚进来就要下跑别人
我还好是呆在那里一下子而已
不然有也早都想办法转校咯 


老师的嘴巴像大便酱咯
连你自己学校的学生都不喜欢
我们哪里会喜欢呢
还是康文好
你们康文学生要懂得知足咯
在那间学校就像地狱一样


认识的朋友都很善良
很讲义气
如果呆在那里的原因
我看也是因为朋友咯


你走了我的生活就越来越显了
没有好玩的地方了
要加油咯
要振作点
忍着点一定可以的
会有想念的存在


比赛一连串的来
我会努力
争取我要的!


等着看未来.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

拼!





明天
开始一连串的练习了
我会很没空
排写咯我的朋友们
我真的没空
我也想出去玩
可是我觉得我的时间真的排满了


很累很累
请不要在我很累的时候和我开玩笑
因为我真的笑不出
最近都酱
我不要生病
病菌远离我吧


在读书的加油
在做工的也加油
在练习的更要加油


我的惊喜
永远不会来吗?


谁还会记得我说的话
谁还会记得我做的事
谁会知道我隐藏在心里的感受
希望你真的明白


我还相信你
你还在我的记忆里


1.6 我很开心!

Monday, April 25, 2011

会学着看开.







今天
我的亲爱的女朋友
李嘉欣的生日哦!


很快的
你也老了 哈
读书和运动都要加油
不要忘记我懂吗
生日快乐!


上天会帮我吗
最近都会很累
我需要睡眠
我需要拥抱


我也是人


你渐渐的在我的生活里
消失
请你不要
失去了一个就会得到另外一个吗


为什么
我会想念呢
可能习惯了吧
你加油啊
我等你的好消息!


我只要你的关心就足够了.